x.x Today I attended my great aunt's funeral. Dorothy Kipp. Aunt Dot was someone I hadn't the pleasure of getting to know, but from the tales we'd have gotten along quite well.
Dot was my Gran's oldest sister, whom my Gran had never spoken well of but my Aunt Dot supposively spoke of her (my Gran) as if she was an angel. My mom assumes this was a sibling jealousy thing; she said they always argued when they were together.
There were only 10 family members in attendance; neither of her sons were there. (One in prison and hates her, the other disowned us all.) But it was a nice affair over all. I haven't really focused on death itself, which is something I was afraid I'd do. The reason i tried to get out of the whole thing. I suppose I just deal badly with death when I face my own mortality or that of a close friend's.
Before going completely off the first subject, and onto myself, I'd like to explain this post's title, Funeral for Everyone's Friend. On Aunt Dot's headstone it reads "Everyone's Friend." Which is what everyone who knew her would agree she was. { R.I.P } x.x
I tried calling Emilie earlier. No response. Guess it didn't matter, Natalie wanted the phone and was perfectly willing to fight for it.
My baby
is in my lap right now.Trying to eat my hands and rubber bracelet. o.0 -hugs her Ginges before she runs away to eat moms food instead of Jen's hands-
It feels nice to be home. ^_^ For once. Sitting around in a wrinkled T-shirt, jeans, and my hair pulled back. It's the perfect tempature in here and I have a Dr. Pepper -knows Jason is JEALOUS.-
If anything I feel I should be far away right now. In some foreign country, sipping tee and hiding away in some classic styled house. It wouldn't make much sense for me to be there but that's where I want to be. Alone. Free. Why am I writing this?
While I am thinking about it, I'd like to make it known how great, in fact FANTASTIC, Emilie's VISUAL support is. Since she plugged mine and all. o.O
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xoxoxo Jen
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