KICK ME...
I'M A IDIOT.

So my blog wasn't working because I deleted half the html template. GO FIGURE.

For the past few days I have been moving SAFE's website. I volunteered for SAFE at the end of May and have done mainly web related things and gave my opinions and ideas. At Saving Antiquities For Everyone, we're commited to the preservation of cultural heritage and the stopping of looting of historical artifacts through public awareness.

In October we're having this big benefit in New York with John Russell, who was the Senior Advisor to the Cultural Ministry of the CPA in Iraq (yes, I copied and pasted that part.) So, they want me to do this video thing... We're doing a lot of simutaneous parties all over the world, hsoted by other members, but I can't do that...especially if it's my birthday weekend. I WILL have SOMETHING I at least want to do this year. They want me to talk about why I want to member of SAFE and about my love of hostoryu and any questions I have for Mr. Russell, etc etc.

WELL

1. Mom wants me to stop the SAFE thing. She thinks that this woman caling me is a bad thing and that me doing somethinf FOR FREE is a bad thing. AS OF NOW, I WOULD LIKE OT STATE: I refuse to un-join. But this would make video thing complicated to pull off...

2. I am SOCIAL PHOBIC and my problem is what people think about how I look, etc. I jus decided I would do a photo for the website....but..but..a video? -shrugs, then dies-

I really bring this all up because today Mrs. Cindy called about an e-mail I sent her because my crimson-light.net e-mail went down. Well, amid this conversation, on the other end of the house, my parents started fighting and cussing each other. AND THEM, BEING THEMSELVES, DID IT AS LOUD AS THEY COULD. They sounded like they were standing BEHIND me yelling at each other. Now, who wants to bet that the reason Cindy stopped talking mid sentence, right when my parents got their loudest and started using the "F" word, that she heard them? -dies, yet again-

I'm going to aplogize for anything she may have heard in the background today in my next e-mail.

Well, I am plugging CHRIS, who has been super nice and let me talk to him about this a bit and is a pretty good writer. Check out his Xanga, there. It's mainly writing, but it's good. Feel free to comment on it. Now...I stole the following from Kitty Kat's blog...

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: fuzzy
Hat::ball
Free:: webspace
Space:: out
Taste::vienna sausages
Good Charlotte:: rawking..
Red::blood
Deep:: blue sea
Heart:: cold
Cord:: string???
Cheese::food
Rain::dancing
Work:: web design
Pedal:: pusher
Head:: ache
Bed:: time
Fluff:: me
Hardcore::%ROCK%
Race:: horse
Knife:: labels???
Jump:: in' jacks

I....
am:: lonely and sad
want:: Omar or any friend to come online
need:: to get well!
crave:: food...chocolate cake in particular...but any food would do. AND MUSIC
hate:: waiting
did:: want to die
feel:: alone and sad
miss:: Omar... -sniffles-
am annoyed by:: the fact he has not been online in -counts fingers- 5, FIVE, days.
would rather:: be in Saudi Arabia
am tired of:: All this shit and my parents and my sister.
will always:: want to feel at home

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: tied between Metal, Classical, and Christian Rock
What time is it now?:: 8:32 pm
What day is it?:: Sunday, August 15th (I KNOW THE DATE --- WOHOOO!)
Whens the last time you called someone?:: Today. 3 hours ago. It was Emilie and she couldn't talk for she was watching a movie.
How much money do you have right now?:: I have a $75 check, 30 cents, and a bunch of uncounted change in a jar.
Are you hungry?:: Yes
Whatcha doin?:: Sitting here, ignoring the TV, wanting a friend.
Do you like parades?:: Yes. They make me feel so alone and thats just J O Y-FRICKIN-F U L.
Do you like the moon?:: I love the moon.
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: Connect the internet back and post this.
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: Um...do you? -starts dialing 911-
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: Mind reading
Have you ever had a picnic?:: Yea...kinda....
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: No. I finally played with one last year.
What about sock em boppers?:: Played with those when I was like 8...mom never bought things like this. I did get a umm...what the hell is that called...I dunno, it's round with 6 things coming off it all colored differant, and you ahve to switch it too the colors quick enough. It was what came out before the BOP IT...game...thing....
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: Nope. and I don't own that MANY.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: Yes.
pretty?:: Well...
sarcastic?:: I am often VERY sarcastic.
lazy?:: I can be...
hyper?:: Possibly - sorry if I keep kitty's answers but damn they're what i'd say.
friendly?:: Yes. When I'm over my social phobia.
evil?:: Nah...only sometimes. Only when i'm pitted with a fellow of similar sarcastic ways. Or when I "plan" things with people.
smart?:: Yes, fairly. Sometimes I feel more stupid than smart.
strong?:: In ways
talented?:: I suppose...
dorky?:: Yes...LOL

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: -shakes head- I am very against, and if you ever feel the need to commit it IM me, jennieh89. I DO CARE.
love:: I suppose I'm FOR...
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: For
war:: I'm for JUST wars
canada:: I love me canada! I'm moving there one day!
united states:: We're going to hell in a hand basket.
rock music:: MY LIFE. Next to God.
gay marriage:: ---. No. Not for. But I suppose you can do what ever you like as long as you don't try to force me to think it's right.
school:: For.
surveys:: For.
parents:: for, although mine can go to hell with the united states at this point.
cars:: For. but I think we need electric cars.
killing:: For... if it's in self defense! Or some EVIL, EBIL person.
britney spears:: SHE CAN GO TO HELL WITH MY PARENTS.
coffee:: ewww....yucky. so AGAINST.
pants:: all for 'em. I only wear pants. I MEAN INSTEAD OF SKIRTS YOU SICK MINDED WEIRDOS. I WEAR TOPS!

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: Hmmm...maaaaaaaaybeeeeee.
Play strip poker?:: Tehehehe...if I lost weight.
Run away?:: YES.
Curse at a teacher?:: Sure, if she, or he, pisses me off enough.
Not take a shower for a week?:: Yeah, but only under certain circumstances...
Ask someone out?:: Sure. If I got over my social phobia long enough.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: I have and I will again!
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: Yea...why not. How about Canada?
Go scuba diving?:: Umm...not ont he top of my to do list.
Write a book?:: yes, attempting that currently.
Become a rockstar?:: Sure, why not? Me could rock out.
Have casual sex?:: No.

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: Frizz Ease or Herbal Essences
What kind of computer do you have?:: HP! HEWLETT PACKARD ALL THE WAY!
What grade are you in?:: almsot in the 9th...w00t.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: Yes haha
Or just make out?:: Haven't had the chance
How many posters do you have in your room?:: One. A F-14 Tomcat BABY!
How many cds do you have?:: I dunno...alot.

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